Initiation is Innocent

The Channel of Initiation

The only connection between the Ego (Heart) and G-Center (Self) is the Channel of Initiation: Shock (51) to Innocence (25). It is the creative channel of the Centering Circuit, and Ra often referred to it as the shaman channel.

Initiation isn’t something you do, it’s something you respond to. And it isn’t flashy, it’s about not interfering with your own life, and recognizing that mutation isn’t up to us.

‘You can not go and get initiation. You cannot go and find awakening. This is all a lie. But you can be fooled into thinking that you have found those things. This is like the master who tells you: “Follow these steps and you will be like me.” This is a charlatan, because it doesn’t work like that. Initiation and awakening are simply things that happen or not. In fact. they are much more likely to happen if you are following your conviction of being yourself. This is the old story of those who seek, never find.’ Ra Uru Hu | Rave Bodygraph Circuitry

This channel is one of two ways to exit the Ego, and it belongs to Life itself. It shocks us into knowing that the mechanics are in control, and that reasons don’t actually exist outside of the mind.

The Money Channel

The other exit point moves from the Ego to Throat through the Money Channel: Control (21) to The Gatherer (45), producing manifestation, correct education, and a voice that says, ‘I have.’ It belongs to the tribe, and feels much more comfortable.

In it’s highest expression, this channel is able to take control, provide, and protect the people it loves. It is deeply needed in the material world, making sure that childrens’ minds and bellies are filled with correct information and nutrition. It is how the tribe survives and thrives in the world.

These channels are the two sides of the middle path, creating the fine line we attempt to walk while being here in a body.

And when someone doesn’t successfully travel the (21-45) tribal path, when the ego doesn’t achieve manifestation, recognition, or reward… the only other available exit moves toward being.

‘The truth hiding in the ego circuit is that the spirit is hiding in the mundane. Without the tribe, we would have no spirituality or religion. The tribe has always led the way to our gods. “There must be more than just going to work every day. There must be more than just seeing the same face across the table every day. There must be more than watching your kids grow up and be as dumb as you are. There must be more.” So remember, as mundane as this looks, don’t be fooled. Lying within the tribe is a deep need for god. This is where you build temples. This is where you see masters. This is a tribal thing. There always exists this possibility for the duality to cross over in the ego circuit. It is always possible to see the spiritual as mundane and the mundane as spiritual.’ Ra Uru Hu | Rave Bodygraph Circuitry

Welcome to the shamanic path, where the mundane is revealed as being mystical. And trust me, nobody is consciously looking for initiation, because they would much rather successfully control and manifest.

People pretend to want and sell awakening, purpose, and alignment… but it’s never true.

Initiation obliterates the ego’s illusion of control. It offers unintentional surrender into something larger: the Self that cannot be possessed. Something that cannot be marketed or taught.

And that’s why true initiators are often feared, misunderstood, or exiled. Not because they are wrong, but because they are walking a path that no one intentionally chooses. They are reminders of what can’t be controlled, which is terrifying to the ego, and also why they live in a hut somewhere up the mountain.

People come to those of us who have 51-25 when they’re desperate because their strategies have failed and their illusions are crumbling. They’re scared, and some part of them senses that we’ve already died the death they’ve failed to avoid.

Welcome to Self

At the end of the day, initiation is innocent because it lacks intention. It is the only thing that remains when the egos’ plans fall apart, and it can’t be branded or sold because no one would buy it. The bottom of the void offers pure, untainted, childlike innocence, the frequency of Gate 25. And because you didn’t want it, you have to accept the absolute awe of realizing that Life chose it for you.

So if you are here, if you are shocked, broken open, undone with the unconscious Sun, Neptune + conscious Moon, Neptune, and Saturn sitting in Gate 25: Welcome. You’re not lost. You are exactly where you are supposed to be.

Falling off the cliff can help you recognize that you don’t really do anything. You are passenger consciousness, and you don’t even have to hold yourself together. You can surrender to Self and be a part of the mechanical whole.

And deep deep inside, through the fact that it literally holds you together, you can recognize that Life loves you.