The Woes of Worthiness

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The majority of people with undefined hearts do not know their worth, making it a popular social norm within most relationships. It conditions all of us, including those with defined hearts, into trying to be what we aren’t. Tripping us into thinking, speaking, and behaving like we do not love, or accept, ourselves and others.

People who know worth cannot be tolerated by those who do not. Which is sad, because someone who knows they are inherently worthy, knows that everyone else is too. It’s something we all need desperately.

Yet, anyone who knows this worthiness will be sabotaged and manipulated, because they automatically shine light on worthlessness. The light of definition or wisdom shining on conditioning can only result in integration of wisdom, letting go of conditioning, -or- demonizing the light itself. And I’ll let you in on a secret: everyone who lacks worth chooses the third option. 

Let’s walk through an extreme example of what this looks like in society:

Slandering Definition

J.K. Rowling states that, ‘no human is born in the wrong body,’ because she knows the inherent worth of everyone who is born. 

“There are no trans kids. No child is born in the wrong body. There are only adults like you, prepared to sacrifice the health of minors to bolster your belief in an ideology that will end up wreaking more harm than lobotomies and false memory syndrome combined.”
J.K. Rowling

She knows that their body is for them, that it is their vehicle, and that it is not something to mutilate because their mind thinks it is wrong. Newsflash: the mind thinks everything is wrong, and it will poke and prod at any good thing until it breaks… so that it can finally recognize what it had. 

Rowling is a splenic manifestor with the 45-21 channel defined, and 6 undefined centers. She is not looking for love, or avoiding confrontation, and she knows when enough is enough. She is a voice that recognizes the inherent worth, of both, humans and correct education, yet, she is hated and slandered for it every single day. 

For the majority, it’s easy to be lulled into celebrating mutilation like it’s something to honor. Communities blindly come together in empowering (decades old) surgical transformation, all while creating parade floats and t-shirts. Do they know that their original body was capable of loving anyone, of any gender, as it was… including itself?

Meanwhile, the person who could help them embrace their natural body is cancelled and treated like a demonic force. This is how defined hearts are conditioned, pushing them to suppress and silence a vital part of themselves, or stand alone against the collective mind.

“If sex isn’t real, there’s no same-sex attraction. If sex isn’t real, the lived reality of women globally is erased. I know and love trans people, but erasing the concept of sex removes the ability of many to meaningfully discuss their lives. It isn’t hate to speak the truth.”
J.K. Rowling

Trying to be what we aren’t

We are so backwards, and we don’t see it. It is impossible for us to allow definition, which means that no one can be what they are, or act from their authority. If we look at this from an objective view, it is pretty easy to see that we do not allow emotional beings time to reach clarity.

We do not allow defined hearts to speak or act on their will, and we do not allow sacral people to respond from their gut. We brutalize everyone until they are acting from, and only from, conditioning, which is why the world is so fucked up.

And there is nothing to do but allow the process. After all, anyone who changes their gender will meet their altered body and realize that their mind cannot accept it either. Because the body was never the issue.

And now they are stuck maintaining what they are not, many of them paying doctors, hormone specialists, online gurus, and more, just to keep their new body going. And this makes sense, because choosing what we think we should be, over what we are, comes at a high cost.

So what then? 

Meeting the Mirror in the Experiential Process

Maybe they recognize that the not-self conditioning has been stripping them of what they are, and that what they were was perfect, naturally-cycling, Creation. Maybe they try to transition back to their original gender, or attempt to accept themselves as they are now. But no matter what, they will face the difference, because time cannot be reversed. And that is the point.

This is the process, the experiential wisdom journey, that can take you towards or away from your self. Your trinity system of Soul-Monopole-Body doesn’t need commentary from undefined centers. Yes, conditioning and wisdom are a part of the package of life, but they are not who you are.

They can only point to or away from what is actually worthy, which is you operating as yourself, from your authority.

The Design Window of the Global Round

The collective oneness is mutating as it’s forced to let go of old ways for new ways. From Cross of Planning to Sleeping Phoenix themes, we have a window in time to recognize the soup. And if we identify with the old ways, we will be hurt by them, or die with them. It’s time to stop sacrificing ourselves for the facade of culture, resources, and community.

The golden key is to not become either, the old or the new themes. During this window, the infinite, timeless thing that you are, can watch both without identifying as them. You watch your inner authority and begin to honor it above all else as everything around you continues to change.

And in that window, you can be your Design. Where, even if you stand alone, you stand in authority, and that is worthy. <3

“‘Trans women are women’ is a thought-terminating cliche. Men are not women. That doesn’t mean they’re not allowed to present themselves however they like, call themselves whatever they like, and believe whatever they like about themselves. It means that they haven’t changed sex.”
J.K. Rowling